I havn't been on lately but I had a major break down when I was not allowed to talk bo one of my better friends any more. I cryed for about 3 hours. Then I cooled down a bit but the next morning I couldn't get out of bed... I kept wanting to be dead and I felt like I was. I finally got to go to the doctor and he is firmly convinced I don't have any deprestion. I get to go and talk to a councler. I would welcome advice.