I'm am really starting to be tired now that things are reversing on me again. I came back and everyone was glad to see me and now that a few weeks have pasted everyone is settling they have gone back to how it was and stopped talking to me as much and as truely as they were. The people I gave my friendship to are not speaking to me and they know I don't do many people let alone friends. I had a day today and didn't do very well. I had my depression act up again and now it hurts to move as my muscles are all sore and achie. I think I'll try to sleep it off and see if I have another nightmare/wierd dream for the 7th day in a row. If anyone has an Idea to try to help cope I'll be glad to try it and see if it helps.